Scare

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So the pregnancy is going well so far :] I am so freaking ecstatic...other than the mood swings nothing can bring me down :P

Oh so I had a scare the other day though...I started bawling I was so scared (sorry Nicolette) I was at Chick-Fil-A with Nicolette and Makayla..and I had to go potty...and when I went to wipe there was blood...enough to fill the tissue completely red....but there wasnt any in my undies...but still after last years miscarriage I got so scared. My stomach dropped and as I texted Lucas to tell him how scared I was I started bawling. I overexagerated to Nicolette on how much blood there was...because to me it looked like a lot jsut because I got scared and it was all over the toilet paper. So I bought some pads and another pregnancy test (to make sure it wasnt a false positive) although that was yesterday and I still havent taken the test. Well by the time I got home and was changing clothes (two hours-ish) the bleeding stopped. Sooo now I am spotting. I am still probably going to take the other test though just for the sake of it...its a clear blue (the one that says pregnant or not pregnant) But if Im not pregnant that would be CRAZY with all the symptoms I am having.

I cant wait to go to the Doctor on the 29th though....just because last pregnancy I didnt even get to make it to my first appointment (I had the miscarriage the day I was supposed to go in) :[

Keep praying that this baby makes it all the way and lives a full, happy, and healthy life. Please please please & thank you :] Right now we can use all the prayers we can get.

I love you all. Thanks for everyones well wishes and tips. :]